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Today has been five years since Martin passed away. A difficult day all round. It fell, as it did back in 2020, on a Monday, although...

Still my favourite 😍 It's been a year since I've posted and believe me when I tell you, it has been one hell of a year. I won't lie,...

Things have been overwhelming lately, and like most people, when things get overwhelming I tend to retreat into comfortable things. For...

When I was ten, I was walking the family dog with a friend when I saw what was at the time quite possibly the best thing I'd ever seen. A...

I have this dream about Martin. He’s here and he won’t speak to me. We’ve had some sort of fight, I don’t know what's happened but I...

The wound never healed. I tried to fix it, when you left and broke me into pieces. I collected myself and did my best to become whole...

Today should be Martin's 37th birthday. We should be waking up together. He'd get out of bed and stretch and complain and I'd joke about...

Today is my third wedding anniversary. It's never an easy day- I've never celebrated it as an anniversary as such. How can I- the person...

I'm currently sat outside in Argentina. The current temperature is 32 degrees- it was as high as 37 today- and most of today was spent...

So, after years of waiting, months of talking about it, weeks of preparing and days of rushing around, we are now in the last hours...

Today is the 6th anniversary of my mother's death. I've written previously about this here and I still miss her dearly as time goes on....

It started, as most things do in my life, without me thinking about it. I was in the bath, and I thought it would be amusing to post a...

Today Is World Mental Health day. It's a day to reflect on our own Mental Health and Wellbeing, and to remind everybody that not only is...

I still have your marks on my skin. Where you bit my thighs and called them delicious as I begged you to come closer. Marks that remind...

Martin had beautiful skin. It was dark and clear- he rarely had any blemishes or acne to worry about- and so smooth that when he shaved...

Sometimes, you will have a bad week. You will try too hard for people who don't respect, appreciate or deserve your time, and you will be...

"I just want things to be normal." The last time I heard Martin say this was when we were in hospital at the beginning of February 2020....

Today is my second wedding anniversary. We had never really planned on getting married- Martin and I were quite happy as we were, our...

The idea behind a trigger warning is to help make people aware that the content of whatever they are about to face- be it a meeting,...

When talking about mental health, depression is often referred to as "the black dog" and has been for centuries. From classical mythology...